that bad eighties moment....

My evening...fairly dull. I came home...no one was around and I proceeded to eat really crappy chinese food, take a shower and then pass out for two hours. Back off Courtney Love who has the exciting life now.....

So I am supposed to be researching the schools I want to attend...yet, I have no ambition today, I could not get any sleep last night either...valium is beginning to look appealing. I think I will just walk around in a daze until I can fall asleep. Maybe I should just stay up for several days and then...finally...fall apart. In public....

not one bit of inspiration today, I may as well give it all up.