gfrancie | Saturday Morning Dreams

So I had this dream last night that I was married and I was with a number of writers. Many of which I didn't care for. I was on the bus alot and I would look out the window and see all the violent and horrific tragedies and many of them left me numb. Especially when I saw a helicopter crash into a building. I merely looked at it and thought, "oh...that man won't be getting home on time today."
Then there was a man in the dream. I knew him. He seemed to work next door to me and he sort of looked like a celebrity. He seemed kind of sad too. We would talk about Italian food and children. It seems I had children too but I don't recall who they were. They seemed like faint images. Ghosts if you will.
He kept asking me to go on walks and to come to this one restaurant with him.
He was married and had children as well.
I was so reluctant because I knew that going down that road was dangerous.
The funny thing was I wasn't exactly married to Andrew in the dream. The guy looked slightly like Andrew and he was some sort of writer as well.
The other man....Bill was his name lived near by and would bring me these beautiful loaves of bread and kept leaving me notes inside the bread saying to "just come with me." He would try to kiss me or hold my hand but I would always resist at the last moment remembering I was married.
I couldn't bring myself to do such a thing. One night My husband, and two writers came to dinner. Everything I would bring out and arrange this one particular girl would mess with it and I would stay mute. She seemed keen upon my husband and I just felt sadder and I thought "well I can't get divorced...but I suppose I must. She wouldn't be great for him, but she will do."
I recall that the the quieter girl kept trying to point something out to me and I was never able to find out what her message was but it was something about not trusting the girl keen upon my husband.
Then Another loaf of bread showed up asking me to go on a walk.
I put on this long scarf and said I needed to go out for a while....and then I saw Bill standing there. I wanted to say that I couldn't do this and I woke up.
In the dream I just felt so lonely and most people didn't have defined faces.
What makes me laugh is the fact that I couldn't bring myself to have an affair or kiss another man in a dream.
Even Colin Firth *laughs*
I am too Catholic for my own good sometimes.