gfrancie | oh my goodness

Beeeeeeeeeeg sigh of relief.
Maria is my savior. This is why I am glad I picked her years ago to be my confirmation sponsor. She is pretty much like my Godmother. She is the super cool woman who gave me the Pride and Prejudice mini-series on tape for my birthday one year so she is a kindred spirit. I owe that lady a fruit basket. I talked to her and Mr. Jenner and I will do our pre-cana (pre-marital counseling for you non-Catholics) with the new priest. Father Topol (yes like the guy from 'Fiddler on the Roof') will be happy to handle all of that and it works with everyone's schedules and I won't have to have a complete and utter break-down.
I am at the point where nothing will stop me. I refuse to give up but I will still want to scream and yell and say, "what the fuck???" several times over.
I know I shouldn't make such a big deal but this is kind of a personal big deal for me. I have never been married before. There are a lot of people there and I just want it to be nice.

On a cheerful note? My Mother ordered things for my wedding dress. It will be pretty. I have the menu decided and I sent off a quick email to the people making the cake and they have a rough idea of numbers. Sweet.

Things are calm once again. We will return to the regularly schedule programming of incidents on the bus and at work, pretty things I like and food I made.

Tonight for dinner we are having quiche, spinach salad and chocolate bread pudding. Bake bake bake.