self pity

[gfrancie]

Work was long and irritating. Oh so long and irritating. They want me to work many hours over the next couple of weeks. Which is good I suppose. They have me covering for someone when they know I hardly know how to do their feckin' job.

The stupid scary underwear that is for my stupid scary wedding dress came today. It doesn't fit. I felt so damn fat I wanted to cry. Just what the world needs, another fat bride. *sighs*
I spent a good portion of the day being anxiety-ridden about the wedding. I have told Mr. Jenner that I should get a pony or something for having to spend a day doing things I don't like. It is one of those days.

The upside was going to pho with Mr. Jenner and eating soup and cream puffs. It took the edge off.

Now I am going to go to bed and wake up early for more crappy work.

Things sucks.
End of story.


Note to my Mother: Nick is up-dating the server so you probably won't be able to access your mail tonight. You will tomorrow. Patience.

Comments

[pseudomammal.livejournal.com]

Update's all done.

[gfrancie.livejournal.com]

um....when I went to log in it said that such a place does not exist.

[unopeneddoor.livejournal.com]

Pah, don't you worry your pretty lil' head 'bout it. They do it on purpose. To sell prospective prides diet pills & to have said prospective brides put prospective grooms so on edge we start drinking.

I think if you look hard enough you'll find Big Tobacco and Coors are behind 90% of all wedding dress designs and packaging. There's a perfectly logical reason for why the dress doesn't fit now, but it did then. Selling diet pills and beer.

Write your congressman.

[gfrancie.livejournal.com]

I don't know how I got bigger or something. It just drives me nuts.

[jawnbc]

Be you when you get married. All that shite about having to be a super-refined, special version of you is shite. Mr Jenner is marrying you...and you him. Stick with that.

[gfrancie.livejournal.com]

See I need slightly scary underwear because wedding dresses are complex pieces of architecture and have to be held up a certain way.

The damn thing is the wrong size so I need to go and find something that fits.

I will probably not wear makeup, or do my hair or anything. I figure I might as well look as I usually do: slightly irritated and messy.

[jillithian.livejournal.com]

You and I can be fat brides together!

I made the mistake of weighing myself at work yesterday and I'm at the highest weight ever. And the funny thing is, I was actually feeling slimmer at the time.

But seriously, I've seen pictures of you and you are NOT fat. I wish *I* had proportions like you, m'dear!

My problem is I need to stop eating when I'm bored...

[gfrancie.livejournal.com]

Yeah...the bored eating is the dangerous one.
I find that I drink a lot of water these days to stop that.

[ekdogg.livejournal.com]

you aren't fat.

[gfrancie.livejournal.com]

I just don't feel satisfied.