oh woe oh joy
Jun. 19th, 2005 11:11 amIn between peculiar dreams about ugly wedding dresses, bad short movies by film students and other anxiety-induced dreams I think I had a good night's rest. Did I mention the dream I had the other night where I apparently forgot I had a baby and kept losing the kid in my purse. My purse?!?! There I am trying to pull out my little pocket book and lo and behold there is a baby in my purse. Yes I do have a large purse but how can one lose a baby in there? It isn't like I own Mary Poppin's handbag. Yeah so there is that. I have 3 million things to do tomorrow that I must get done otherwise I will probably have more anxiety dreams. This morning we began to book things for our honeymoon. We even worked out how many days we are staying in various places so that is nice. More Rsvps yesterday. *covers eyes* Thank goodness I picked an overly cute small little girl to be my flower girl. She will be there to take attention away from me. This little girl is so cute that my Mother said she is like this overly cute muppet.
I need to think of something to make for dinner tonight. Probably something with salad. Maybe I should make some pasta?
But all anxiety aside and hopefully not to sound like an arrogant twit there are moments (yes real moments of clarity) when I do feel like the world's luckiest girl alive. Yet I am never comfortable with it. It is a bit like being given your own pony and you are afraid it will all be taken away. Does that make sense?
Okay enough peering into my psyche I think Mr. Jenner is making noises about doing something for lunch and I should take some more advil.
I need to think of something to make for dinner tonight. Probably something with salad. Maybe I should make some pasta?
But all anxiety aside and hopefully not to sound like an arrogant twit there are moments (yes real moments of clarity) when I do feel like the world's luckiest girl alive. Yet I am never comfortable with it. It is a bit like being given your own pony and you are afraid it will all be taken away. Does that make sense?
Okay enough peering into my psyche I think Mr. Jenner is making noises about doing something for lunch and I should take some more advil.